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Wow, I haven't updated in a LONGGGGGGg time. So here's an "excerpt." :p



When I told Chantal about that, she said that it was very rude of them to do that. I think so too. What the fuck. And then, on my way home, on La Belle, I passed by a couple of kids on the street kicking a soccer ball. They saw my car coming, but a certain dumbass kid still kicked the ball despite his sight of me. So the ball rolled toward another kid (standing on the opposite side of the street). But apparently, that first kid didn’t kick the ball hard enough, because the ball just rolled to the middle of the street, which was, of course, where my car was. In order to prevent my car from rolling over that goddamn soccer ball, I stopped (I would have to say pretty abruptly—it certainly wasn’t a smooth stop). When I didn’t hear a pop or a loud thump after braking, I started driving again. Then out of my sunroof, I heard one of the dumb kids yell, “Slow down!” I got soooooo pissed when I heard that bastard say that. Who was he to tell me how to drive? He doesn’t even know how to drive himself yet! That bastard. I should have ran right over him and his dumb ball. Maybe both of his balls. Oops. That would make it three balls.

But of course I wasn’t so slick. Instead, I just stuck my hand out of my sunroof and gave them a good view of my middle finger. Bastards. This just shows how much I hate kids. God damn them. No one should ever reproduce again. Maybe they should reproduce, but just give birth to full grown and mature adults. Wouldn’t that be nice? …..But on second thought, one word. Ouch.

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Ricky Martin-- She's All I Ever Had

THIS IS THE BEST SONG, EVER.

So this is who I am,
And this is all I know,
And I must choose to live,
For all that I can give,
The spark that makes the power grow

And I will stand for my dream if I can,
Symbol of my faith in who I am,
But you are my only,
And I must follow on the road that lies ahead,
I won't let my heart control my head,
But you are my only
We don't say goodbye,
We don't say goodbye,
And I know what I've got to be

Immortality
I make my journey through eternity
I keep the memory of you and me inside

Fulfil your destiny,
Is there within the child,
My storm will never end,
My fate is on the wind,
The king of hearts, the joker's wild,
But we don't say goodbye,
We don't say goodbye,
I'll make them all remember me

Cos I have found a dream that must come true,
Every ounce of me must see it through,
But you are my only
I'm sorry I don't have a role for love to play,
Hand over my heart I'll find my way,
I will make them give to me

Immortality (oh baby)
There is a vision and a fire in me (ohh)
I keep the memory of you and me, inside
And we don't say goodbye
With all my love for you
And what else we may do
We don't say, goodbye

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: "Immortality"

woah.. it's been sooo long since i've updated!

SOOOO, lemme start with Spring Break..
i went to New York for Spring break! it was AWESOME... i can totally see myself living there.. i went to 5th ave, saw the statue of liberty, went to chinatown, soho, 34th street, went clubbing......sooo much fun! i felt so bad that i had to leave.. but yeah.. loads of fun... i will definately go again sometime in the futer..

then.. last friday...
i went to this HUGE-ASS sigma-phi frat party.. the frat owned an entire freaking RANCH HOUSE.. so over 2000 people showed up.. yes, over two thousand, not two hundred! it was INSANE!!! Christina was there with me, Christina Hsu... she was visiting cuz she had spring break. but yeah.. we went there with her and a group of random people (guys) that we met earlier in the night hooka-ing. and at the party, i bumped into ali tanaka and i met her friends. (one of them was HOTT) hahaha... so yeah, that would be my new project. :p anyway, after the party, we had no ride back because we took the cab to get there. so we were stranded there for an hour and a half at 3 in the morning. finally, christina managed to find peter and his roommate EZ to take us back. then we chilled until 4:30...

then on saturday...
woke up for kickboxing at 10:30, then went to the beach with christina.. and i brought kim and lilian along too. then we met up with peter and his friends. but christina had to leave at 3 pm for some pre-planned events back in L.A., so we left around 3. but nonetheless, it was fun.

today...
went to fusion, the biggest hip-hop dance competition!! MAN! the guys from CADA were sooooooo freaking hot! all you people who attend UC Irvine: yall are sOOOO LUCKY!! :P yummy boyssss. hahah
ok, that's it for now.. i should get back to work...

P.S. all you seniors in high school! tell me what schools you guys got into!! and where you guys decide to go!! :D any UCSD student?!?!! lemme hear you say wooo woooooot!!

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: if you want me to stay---red hot chili peppers

I'm just in the mood for contemplation...
And I was thinking: Will we ever know that the last time is the last time?
I thought about it, and the answer is, probably not. But all the "last times" have something in common. As I do it for the last time, I actually wonder in the back of my head if it is the last time. So I guess the next time I wonder if that particular time is the last time, it will probably be THE last time. Ever.

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Say What You Want--Nelly Furtado

GEEZ.. I got sick.. AGAIN!! I believe it's the fourth time now. Very annoying. It all started on Saturday, after Jennifer left. I felt blah. I think it was because I had only gotten like, 5 hours within the last two days. But anyway, I had a headache, and I felt really poopy. Our decided to go watch White Noise, and I thought, "What the heck? Might as well go instead of feeling all pooped out." So I went. And that night, I didn't go to bed until like, 2:30 AM. I woke up the next day feeling even worse. I tried to get as much sleep as I could get because I still had to work that night. YUCK, I know. I went right to bed after work. But by then, I already had a major fever and stuff. I took Tylenol, but it didn't really help. I was still burning up. I woke up in the middle of the night and threw up. Thank goodness I took a plastic bag with me. But yeah, that was definately NOT FUN. I kept on sleeping until like, 12. But I felt so horrible. Then, I took Tylenol every 4 hours and my fever eventually got under control. So yeah. Well, I should sleep now. I have an 8 AM class tomorrow. Byebye!

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: NONE

Let's see...

On Friday night, Suelem, Cheri, Tahmina, and I went to a strip club. It was a strip club full of guys (with female strippers performing). It was fun! Trust me, after going there, there is no ounce of lesbian-ness in me left. Lol. My friend got 3 free lap dances, all paid for by two different kinky and horny men, wanting to see sexual interaction between two girls. I watched the stripper give my friend the lap dances, and I felt somewhat disgusted. Maybe not repulsed, but I mean, if I were her, I would want to just run away. Lap dances totally intrude on your own little comfort zone. But I suppose that if I were given a lap dance by a GUY, things may be different. ;P

We left the strip club at 1:30, and they went back to the suite while I stayed at Muir and played Cranium with a bunch of my buddies at Muir. Fun times, fun times.

Yesterday, my hall/suitemates and I went to a PIKE party (a frat party). It was OK. I thought there were too many people for any type of social interactions. There were drunk-ass people and there were horny people. Lol. Funny shit. After only 2 shots, a jungle juice, and a little margarita, one of my hall mate was dead drunk cause she hadn't eaten the entire day. So we decided to all head back. Then right then, the cops came. Whew. Just in time. I was so scared. I couldn't even walk straight. I tried really hard concentrating on my walking and my friend held my hand in case I tripped. Lol.

We went back into the dorms and hung out till 5:30. Haha. THEN, this morning, I was woken up by a phone call at 12:30. =/ So I'm feeling pretty tired now.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: NONE

I just came back from working. The actual work part wasn't that bad. BUT since I have the last shift of the day, we also have to clean up, which is soooooo tiring. It's a lot of work, too. Very bad. But yeah. I hope it gets a bit better, but I have this feeling that it won't. booooooooo. We'll see. I can always quit. :)
Well, that's it for now.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: NONE

WOOHOO!! My Sex and the City DVDs FINALLY came! Too bad I have sooo much to do the first week back at school. I only got to watch like, 2 episodes.. but it's still good :]
Being back at school isn't too bad. For some reason, I expected it to be a lot worse. But discovering that I have the same class with my *crush* :p makes it allllllll better. Hehehe.. OK, I have to get ready for work, YES, WORK!! :/ Not too excited. It's gonna be my first day, and yeah... I'll write more later. Toodles!

Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: NADA

Hello everyone!

FINALS ARE OVER!!! (Well, for me, they've BEEN over since Wednesday)I'm sooooo glad. I feel like nothing is weighing down on me anymore. Thank goodness. :]

Nita took me home at around 12 PM, and we got home arund 2:30. I was knocked out half-way through the ride. I started sleeping at like, 8 this morning, so I was sooo tired. :[ My internal clock is all messed up. I have sleeping problems. But anyway, I'm leaving for Hong Kong on Monday. And I'm coming back on December 30th. So yeah. OK, byebye!

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: none

hello fellow pals..

just had my first college final today, it was chemistry. i did ok, i guess. i thought i did better, but i got an 86%. i suppose that i shouldn't be complaining when a lot of other people did worse than me. so yay?? lol..

BUT just because one final is over does not mean that i am a free soul. my most anticipated final is yet to come--on wednesday. i just started looking over the material today, and i feel so completely overwhelmed!!! :/ and as a result, i totally pigged out, which is BADDDDD!!!! :x i ate pizooki (ice cream and cookies), M&Ms, cakes, chocolate-covered raisins, cream puffs, Oreos....etc., you name it! it's sooo bad. i'm gonna be FATTT. *sigh

but meanwhile, when i was happily and carelessly pigging out, i was also flirting with my friend/new interest. :p he's just so absolutely adorable. very nice and goofy and down-to-earth. too bad he's not looking for a girlfriend right now. but anyway, i got a small container of what i thought was ice cream (which my friend later told me that it actually contained butter.. :x). but *my new interest* (we shall call him nick for now :x) was sitting next to me, and i told him that the container had ice cream in it. he said he was just about to get it, but he thought it was butter, so he didn't. so i told him to try it, and he did!!! lol... he immediately spat it out. it was the funniest thing! but yeah.. afterwards, he and my other friend went to get some cream puffs for us, and they refilled them with ranch dip!!!!!! yuck!!! i ate it!! it was the nastiest thing i've EVER tasted!! to begin, i HATE ranch anything, so ranch in cream puff is just gross. yuck..... i can still imagine the taste in my mouth. >/ but yeah.. fun times..

ok.. i should start studying...

good luck to y'all on your finals!!

Current Mood: FAT
Current Music: savage garden's I WANT YOU